Just me ... tagged!!!! Thanks Cuz

Four thinngs I am passionate about .... Lets see 

- Life. Life is fragile enough to wanna make the best of it. 

- Family. I don't wanna say too much. Mnajijua and how much you mean to me ... although not any of them will get to read this blog. 

- Education. When all is lost at least what I have learned in life will stay with me

- Friendships. I try to maintain all my friendships but I have learned that this too is not so easy. 

Four words I use a lot .... I thought a lot about this one. 

- Jeez

- Babe ( hehehehehe ) 

- Man ( am not sure where I picked this one from) 

- Hakuna ingine ....  someone else whould have answered this one 

Four things I wanna do before I die 

- Write my memior 

- Finish school 

- Repair some relationships 

- Do something great with one of my talents .... 

Four things I have learned in the past 

- that things are not what they always seem to be. There is always some hidden underlying thing. 

- Communication is key to a lot in life. Speak your mind people.

- There is a reason for each and everything that happens in life.

- As of yesterday and this book that am reading .... Our thoughts are our lives. Eventually what we think does become our lives. So if you can change your thoughts to be more positive the better for you. Huh!!!! 

this for you Majonzi!!! and anyone who bumps into my blog. 

1. Where is your cell phone? On my bed 

2. Your significant other? She is watching boxing on TV ... I still do't get it

3. Your hair? Needs a serious makeover ... 

4. Your mother? Sore topic for now 

5. Your father? I wish you were here .... things would be a lot different

6. Your favorite? Music ... anytime. I have a song for each feeling, situation and moment 

7. Your dream last night? too much death 

8. Your favorite drink? Vodka or that Nuvo sparkling liquer thing ... sexy bottle ( I do go for drinks with sexy bottle ) 

9. Your dream/goal? Just one ... niko na mingi 

10. What room you are in? Computer room  

11. Your hobby? singing in the car .... that far now 

12. Your fear? Dying before I have accomplished some of my dreams ... haivng a wasted life. I also fear disappointing someone I love ... just that look in their eyes kills me!!!!!!

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Med school hopefully or on my way to!!!

14. Where were you last night? Home 

15. Something that you are not? conservative

16. Muffins? not really 

17. Wish list item? am a geek for electronics ... anything new out there I wanna get my hands on 

18. Where you grew up? Kenya

19. Last thing you did? wake up 

20. What are you wearing? Pajamas

21. Your TV?need an upgrade

22. Your pets? helll no 

23. Friends? open to making many more

24. Your life? a mystery 

25. Your mood? changes a lot and easily 

26. Missing someone? just one. I miss a lot of people

27. Car? love it!!!! Its been a while since I had to complain about repair!

28. Something you're not wearing? uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ... wont tell

29. Your favorite store? none

30. Your favorite color? Dont have one ..  goes with my mood

33. When is the last time you laughed? Thursday  ... too long ago 

34. Last time you cried? damn again .... Last night

35. Who will resend this? not sure

36. One place that I go to over and over? cyberland

37. One person who texts me regularly? my siz

38. My favorite place to eat? at home 

39. My favorite food? her cooking!!!!!

My first true day at MCDH

MCDH is one of the best hospitals in the US . But sometimes I am not so sure if I believe it is the best because I work there or because of what kind of care they provide to their patients. Anyway MCDH is actually short for Medical City Dallas Hospital. It is my second week of orientation here and I find myself working on the unit by myself. At first I am nervous because lets just say after 4 months vacation and being away from this usual routine that entails my job; I kinda lost my confidence as a worker. Anyway so I am still doing the same old stuff that I was doing while I worked at Parkland Hospital. However I have to keep reminding myself that this is a hospital of a different caliber. It is good all the same. I am so sleepy ... The fact that I am away from my baby too is not helping matters. If anything it is making me pretty emotional right now.

I am not sure what I shall make of working here as the days go by. I just pray though that I do not lose the syke to keep going because God knows I need this job at this point in my life.